That is what I have been facing for the past month.
The fact is that my husband will never be the same and he will keep slipping into this abyss. My heart literally aches – at night I lay in bed beside him while he is sleeping know things have changed forever. I cannot stand it – I want to scream, run, punch someone anything. There is no rhyme or reason this has to happen.
We changed medications and he fell off a cliff. At times my husband doesn’t realize I am his wife. This among other things has my heart broken, I literally feel the pain – panic sets in and I cannot think. I hope I make it through – I pray that my strength will get us both through this grief…
I feel helpless, hopeless and lost