Dealing with Illness of a Spouse

When I am deeply hurt I don’t like to share the pain – somehow it is irrelevant after all what is Sad Lost Girlanyone going to do. It is my pain and no one will be able to make it go away.

That is what I have been facing for the past month.

The fact is that my husband will never be the same and he will keep slipping into this abyss.  My heart literally aches – at night I lay in bed beside him while he is sleeping know things have changed forever. I cannot stand it – I want to scream, run, punch someone anything. There is no rhyme or reason this has to happen.

We changed medications and he fell off a cliff. At times my husband doesn’t realize I am his wife. This among other things has my heart broken, I literally feel the pain – panic sets in and I cannot think. I hope I make it through – I pray that my strength will get us both through this grief…

I feel helpless, hopeless and lost

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4 Responses to Dealing with Illness of a Spouse

  1. Sue Painter says:

    I’m very sorry for your pain. I cannot imagine watching my spouse walk that path, and I send love and light to both of you.

  2. heidi says:

    I am so sorry that you are going through this. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

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