I am so restless, angry and on the edge. I don’t know why, I started out alright this morning. I don’t feel like doing anything, but I am forcing myself to get things done. Could that be the problem?
I do not feel this way very much – thank goodness, but I don’t know what it is coming from or why.
I think I need some time away from the demands being put on me by my husband.
He has always been very high maintenance, but he took care of responsibilities and pulled his weight. I didn’t mind, until now, when everything is on me. He is still able bodied, but he has any little pain, and he is helpless. I feel bad, but I do not want to baby him; it just makes him worse. So I believe this is the crux of the problem…
I have no outlet, and no relief in sight – he is very clingy and does not want to be alone.
That is probably the problem that and too much coffee…
