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LBD Worse Than Alzheimer’s…

As my husband gets worse, I am feeling a sense of hopelessness.  He has his good days, and bad, but he is never completely his self anymore. I think the worse is when he wants to leave the house and go home it is so hard to talk him into staying. I tell him this is his home, but he is convinced otherwise, and it is usually right before bed so pretty late at All Alone Lewy Body .. LBD)night.

It really hit home when we visited his neurologist yesterday,  knowing we were going out of town in a few weeks, she gave me a card to put into his wallet.

It said, “I have a disorder of the brain known as LEWY BODY DEMENTIA (LBD) which could make me appear confused and have difficulty moving or speaking normally.”  How sad, it made me want to cry; the card talks about the drugs that are bad for him and information for contacts.

I did find a fantastic  website that gives so much information on the subject of LBD. It actually says on the website that a lot of physicians don’t even know what it is and miss the signs. A lot of times thinking it is Alzheimer’s giving drugs that make LBD patients worse.

We are so lucky we had good doctors from the start – we had a neurologist who realized what my husband had was not regular Parkinson’s and send us to the university specialty clinic for movement and brain disorders. That is where he was diagnosed and has been being treated.

His sister has been coming around more often and taking him to exercise this is so good – especially when he cannot talk English, he talks to her – she understands. Nothing makes me happier than seeing him smile, and feel loved. Getting out of the house in this beautiful weather makes everything seem better.

For any of you, who would like to know more about Lewy Body Dementia (LBD). This is a great website.

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Change Your Thoughts – Change Your Life

Change your thoughts, this I believe is truly one of the most important things in leading a happy life.

I often tell my husband to change his thoughts it is what goes through his mind that is making him so miserable  – yet somehow I forget to remind myself. The last few post were pretty depressing . I am going to start thinking in a more positive light. It is hard but it is possible – look at all the blessings I have. A loving family, a home, food on the table, a job and last but not least a husband who is still with me that I can hug at will.

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Change Your Thoughts

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Facing Life on Life’s Terms

Facing life on life’s Terms is not Easy.

My dad was an alcoholic for many years, the last 25 – 30 years of his life he was able to turn his life around by facing truths and moving through them.

Something I have yet to master.

I have discovered I have a way of looking through life and coping by not facing the truth. I have been told before “don’t be an Ostrich”. I know I can be that way when having to deal with things I don’t want to. I pretend that they will fix themselves (they never do). I go kicking and screaming (in my head) to get them done, things like taking over the rental properties we have.Life - Faith - love

But this is somehow different; I feel like if my husband is acting semi normal he is going to stay that way. Yesterday he was really off – when he got up in the morning, he was ready to go to the airport. I had to call his sister to come and stay with him for the day.

I suddenly had this overwhelming panic, a realization my life will never be the same. Not just intellectually knowing the truth and dealing with it, but a devastating feeling in my gut almost unbearable.

I have been walking around in a numb state – in disarray not planning for what may come in the future but doing what I can barely hanging on and knowing I have to face the raw truth.

I don’t think I have totally coped with anything in my life – that is how I am feeling. I just want to fall in a heap and disappear… Crumble to the ground.

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