I am a little concerned today – my husband has been doing so well on these new drugs that were given by his doctor. I have not had to worry about confusion or hallucinations. Suddenly, he is starting to show signs that he is having some trouble again.
I don’t know if he is mixing up any medicine – or my upcoming trip to my sons is bothering him. I want him to come with me, but he won’t – I have to go meet my new grand babies so now I am worried but what is happening
I wish he were not so stubborn and would just go with me – it would be a little harder to get quality time with my 
grandkids but at least I have him in my sight. Last night, he called my cell phone, and I was right there, this morning when I was going to work he bolted out of bed and said where are you going!
He really has been doing well, every time this happens I am worried it is the descent I am dreading. I feel really scattered – I need to pull myself together and focus.
It doesn’t do any good to be worried when I am doing everything I can to make the situation better.
I will just keep telling myself that…
